Seeing Ghosts and Other Phenomena; One Explanation
SEEING GHOSTS AND OTHER PHENOMENA; ONE EXPLANATION
Nursing Outtakes
Carbon
monoxide is a deadly gas that can cause a multitude of medical symptoms from
headaches and dizziness to vomiting, chest pains, and even death.
But it can
cause other symptoms as well, such as confusion, shortness of breath, blurry or
double vision, loss of consciousness and…contact with the supernatural and
it doesn’t take very high levels of CO to induce these phenomena! Just a
steady exposure to the gas, such as that which leaks from a stove or furnace.
There are many
well documented cases of this, but here is one example (and there are many more
recent cases, but they all play out about the same). Written by a patient of
William Wilmer, after whom the Johns Hopkins Wilmer Eye Clinic is named. Published
by Wilmer in the American Journal of Ophthalmology in 1921. The patient describes
what happened after November 15, 1912 when her family and servants moved into a
"large, rambling, high-studded house, built around 1870, and much out of
repair.” Identified only as ‘Mrs. H’, she wrote:
"It had
not been occupied for the owners for the past ten years, though occasionally it
had been rented for the winter. The house was situated on a sunny street, and
although the sun bathed the outside of the house, it rarely seemed to penetrate
through the tall and narrow windows. All the floors and stairways were heavily
carpeted. Absolute silence reigned through the house, not a foot-fall could be
heard. There was no electricity, the house being lit throughout by gas...
"G [Mr.
H] and I had not been in the house more than a couple of days when we felt very
depressed. The house was overpoweringly quiet. The servants walked about on
thickly carpeted floors so quietly that I could not even hear them at their
work.
"One
morning I heard footsteps in the room over my head. I hurried up the stairs. To
my surprise the room was empty. I passed into the next room, and then into all
the rooms on that floor, and then to the floor above, to find that I was the
only person in that part of the house.
"I had
not been in the house more than a couple of weeks when I began to have severe
headaches and to feel weak and tired. I took iron pills three times a day and
spent a couple of hours each afternoon in my room, lying down and resting, a
rather discouraging process, as after resting my headache was always worse than
it had been before
"It had
always been G’s habit at night before going to bed to sit in the dining room
and eat some fruit. In this house when seated at night at the table with his
back to the hall, he invariably felt as if someone was behind him, watching
him. He therefore turned his chair, to be able to watch what was going on in
the hall.
"The
children grew pale and listless and lost their appetites. The playroom at the
top of the house they deserted. In spite of their rocking horse and toys being
there, they begged to be allowed to play and have lessons in their bedroom.
"I grew
more tired and indifferent to everything, and also felt very cold in the
evenings, and wore shawls and scarves most of the time. The children seemed so
poorly and I was so tired, I took them away the day after Christmas for the
holidays.
"While
we were away, G was frequently disturbed at night. Several times he was
awakened by a bell ringing, but on going to the front and back doors, he could
find no one at either. Also, several times he was awakened by what he thought
was the telephone bell. One night he was roused by hearing the fire department
dashing up the street and coming to a stop nearby. He hurried to the window and
found the street quiet and deserted.
"Soon
after the New Year, the children and I, with the nurses, returned to the house.
We all felt better for our change and returned quite glad to settle down again.
Soon, however, the gloom of the house began to cast a shadow over us once more.
The children grew paler and had heavy colds. When out of doors their colds grew
less and they seemed better.
"My
headaches returned, and I frequently felt as if a string had been tied tightly
around my left arm. One night I was awakened by a heavy door slamming quite
near me. It woke G too, and he said to me, 'What was that?’ 'Only the door of
the room,’ I replied; but as I grew wider awake, I realized that it could not
be any one of the doors of the room as they were tightly closed.
"Another
time, a little before daylight, I was awakened by heavy footsteps going down a
staircase behind the wall at the head of my bed. Then a number of crashes
downstairs, as if several pots and pans had been hit together or against the
kitchen stove. Soon I realized that there was no staircase behind the wall,
only the thickly carpeted front stairs on which no footsteps could be heard. Also,
that it would be impossible in my room to hear any sounds from the kitchen, no
matter how loud
"On one
occasion, in the middle of the morning, as I passed from the drawing room into
the dining room, I was surprised to see at the further end of the dining room,
coming towards me, a strange woman, dark haired and dressed in black. As I
walked steadily on into the dining room to meet her, she disappeared, and in
her place, I saw a reflection of myself in the mirror, dressed in a light silk
waist. I laughed at myself, and wondered how the lights and mirrors could have
played me such a trick. This happened three different times, always with the
same surprise to me and the same relief when the vision turned into myself.
"As I
was dressing for breakfast one morning B (4 years old) came to my room and
asked me why I had called him. I told him that I had not called him; that I had
not been in his room. With big and startled eyes, he said, 'Who was it then
that called me? Who made that pounding noise?’ I told him it was undoubtedly
the wind rattling his window. 'No,’ he said, 'it was not that, it was somebody that
called me. Who was it?’ And so, on he talked, insisting that he had been
called, and for me to explain who it had been.
"The
days went on, and the children grew paler and more listless. Some days, as
their colds seemed worse, I kept them in bed. Then again, as there did not seem
to be very much the matter with them and they appeared to be growing too fond
of staying in bed, I made them get up and go for a walk in the sun. It was very
hard to make them eat. B would play vigorously for a little while, and then
would lie, stretched out, limp and listless upon the floor, a toy in front of
him clasped in his hand, his eyes glued upon it and yet apparently neither
seeing nor thinking about it. About half an hour later, perhaps, he would
suddenly get up and play again.
"About
this time my plants died. Some of them I had had for a number of years. At this
time, I had a cold and cough, and ached all over as if I were going to have an
attack of flu, but as I had no fever, I went about as usual. G was not feeling
at all well either. He had a great deal of pain at the back of his head and
felt as if he was going to have typhoid fever for a second time. The servants,
too, had grown pale and moved about the house listlessly.
"On the
night of January 15, we went to the opera. That night I had vague and strange
dreams, which appeared to last for hours. When the morning came, I felt too
tired and ill to get up. G told me that in the middle of the night he woke up,
feeling as if someone had grabbed him by the throat and was trying to strangle
him. He sat up in bed and had a violent fit of coughing, which lasted about
five minutes. His first thought had been that burglars were in the house, but
as everything was quiet, he instantly dismissed that idea. It then flashed
across his mind that I had been playing a joke on him, but upon looking at me,
he saw that I was in a heavy sleep, very much as if I had been drugged.
Until
we lived in this house, I had always been a light sleeper, waking at the
slightest sound. In this house, however, nothing seemed to wake or disturb me.
Quite the contrary with G, for in the past he had always slept heavily, never
hearing a sound and nothing disturbed him. Now he was continually waking,
answering the telephone and the doorbell, which had never rung, and looking for
burglars, who never materialized.
"That
morning after breakfast, as was my usual custom, I sent for the children’s
nurse, a Scotch woman who had lived with me for several years. She looked worn
out, and when I asked how the children had slept, she burst out with, 'It has
been a most terrible night. This house is haunted.’
"I
laughingly told her that that was the most ridiculous thing I had ever heard.
'I would have said the same thing three months ago,’ she answered, 'but I have
had such experiences that I am now convinced of it, and everyone in the house
has had experiences too.’ She said that after being in the house two or three
days, things had begun to happen. She had not told me before, as she and the
rest of the household had made up their minds that I ought not to be disturbed
about it. 'But last night,’ she continued, 'when the children were attacked, it
became my duty to let you know at once. While you were at the opera,’ she went
on, 'about half past eight, B woke up and ran screaming through the hall to my
room, "Don’t let that big fat man touch me." He was terrified. It
took Fraulein and me until ten o’clock to calm him. He slept the rest of the
night with me, in my room. Fraulein slept in B’s bed, besides G Jr., to protect
him.
"G Jr.
did not wake up all night but the muscles of his face kept twitching, as if
someone was continually pinching him. In the morning when he woke, he said
indignantly to Fraulein, "Why have you been sitting on top of me?"
And when she told him that she had not been sitting upon him, but had been in
the bed next to him, he said, "No, you have been sitting on top of me, and
you were awfully heavy, too."
'Often in
the evening, after the children have gone to bed, never until after dark and
the lights are lighted, Fraulein and I may be laughing and talking, when all of
a sudden, we hear the heavy tread of an old man walking slowly and steadily
along the hall on the floor above us. It has not been one of the servants, for
I have often run up stairs to see, and I have found the whole upper story of
the house in darkness and empty. Sometimes as I walk along the hall I feel as
if someone was following me, going to touch me. You cannot understand it if you
have not experienced it, but it is real.
'Some nights
after I have been in bed for a while, I have felt as if the bed clothes were
jerked off me, and I have also felt as if I had been struck on the shoulder.
One night I woke up and saw sitting on the foot of my bed a man and a woman.
The woman was young, dark and slight, and wore a large picture hat. The man was
older, smooth shaven and a little bald. I was paralyzed and could not move,
when suddenly I felt a tap on my shoulder and I was able to sit up, and the man
and the woman faded away.
Sometimes, after I have gone to bed, the noises from
the storeroom are tremendous. It does not happen every night; perhaps a week or
ten days will pass, and then again it may be several nights in succession.
Sometimes it sounds as if furniture was being piled against the door, as if
china was being moved about, and occasionally a long and fearful sigh or wail.’
"The
governess, Fraulein Y, then came to me. She also spoke of the heavy footsteps
at night – like an old man in overshoes walking slowly along. She also heard
the noise in the storeroom, the moving and piling up of furniture. She slept in
a big, four-post bed, with a canopy. One night, after she had been in bed a
little while, she felt the bed shaken, and the canopy swayed. Thinking that a
draft from the open windows might be causing the sensation, she got up and
closed them. She returned to bed, and after a short time the shaking of the bed
was repeated. Again, she got up, examined the room thoroughly, but was unable
to unearth anything.
"I
interviewed all the servants in turn. They all had heard at some time or
another, the footsteps at night going slowly along the corridor outside of
their rooms. Each one at first had thought it one of the others, and was
surprised, after inquiring, to find none of them about. They all spoke of
strange experiences after they had gone to bed; as if something crept around
the bed and then over them, and then they were unable to move. Sometimes it
lasted for a long time, sometimes shorter. Not every night, but perhaps every
second or third night. It never happened to them all on the same night, but to
one and then to another.
"Much
amused as we were by all these tales, we nevertheless felt as if there was a
serious aspect to it. Why had all the servants whom we had had for several
years, gone practically mad all of a sudden? We began to trace back the history
of the house. The last occupants we found had exactly the same experiences as
ourselves, with the exception that they stated that some of them had seen
creeping around their beds visions clad in purple and white. Going back still
further, we learned that almost everyone had felt ill and had been under the
doctor’s care, although nothing very definite had been found the matter with
them.
"Saturday
morning, the 18th of January, G’s brother told us that he thought we were
all being poisoned; that several years before he had read an article which told
how a whole family had been poisoned by gas and had had the most curious
delusions and experiences. He advised us to see Professor S at once. As he was
out of town, his assistant, Mr. S, came at once to our house.
"We
told him how listless and ill the children appeared. He found one of them lying
on the floor, and the other two in bed. We related the experiences of the
children and servants, and told him about the plants. He examined the house
thoroughly from top to bottom and interviewed the servants. He found the
furnace in a very bad condition, the combustion being imperfect, the fumes,
instead of going up the chimney, were pouring gases of carbon monoxide into our
rooms. He advised us not to let the children sleep in the house another night.
If they did, he said we might find in the morning that some one of them would
never wake again.
"Early
in the afternoon our physician arrived and examined the children and agreed
with Mr. S that they were being poisoned. … He also stated that none of us
ought to stay in the house another night."
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Guiomar Goransson